3/17
St pattys
Work from home – trying to make sure [redacted] gets paid
Phone therapy – weird, what are you supposed to say
Cried bc what if [redacted] drinks themselves to death
Got half and half, tortilla chips, sour candy
FaceTime [redacted]
Phone [redacted] [redacted] [redacted] [redacted]
Toast w butter and jam coffee sour patch watermelons leftover sesame noodles and egg roll seltzer
Walk in park
Text from [redacted] says I love you big time, I say I love you too [redacted] of course
Watch [redacted] insta stories so mad he’s insane grifter
Gyms closed movies entertainment closed
Tried to do workout but felt weak and bad sat on floor
Panic about shelter in place but you can still walk around so less panicked
Watched porn got sad seeing people touch
